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MissFleece

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  1. Ye I'll dm u my discord
  2. Glad to hear that, if anybody fucks w u I'd still beat them up for ya sidewalk.
  3. you're one of the people I worried about the most, so it's good to see you around still. Hope you're doing well.
  4. damn! Looking a lot more dynamic. I always admired how expressive your characters are.
  5. I've been going super slow but I'm almost done with college now. I put a lot of effort into the family farm and I plan on moving to my own farm using money from selling my house. Shit's not wrapped up but it's getting better. I got off the internet for a full year and got myself some fuckin hobbies lol. Now I can make cheese, carve wood, do some super beginner level stained glass, and I got way better at art. I'm on the Dean's list again, which I know isnt a big deal for a lot of people but I'm the first person in my family with a four year degree. I hope to use it to work remotely so I can focus on my animals and projects at home. I got real into gardening and food preservation. I had to kinda go off the face of the earth because there was no telling exactly who was getting info back to people that affected my safety, so I thought the best course of action was to just cut contact with everyone. On top of that there was just a lot of bad blood in the water. Then I had lots of money issues related to that entire situation, so I lost electricity and internet. It left me with a lot of time to realize how much of an addiction the electronic stuff had become for me. I used it as a coping mechanism and an escape when my grandpa was murdered and I needed to find healthy coping mechanisms instead, so it was a lucky happenstance that I was cut off cold turkey. I was not doing well for a while, emotionally, financially, health wise I had a tumor the size of a baby's head which lead to a bunch of hormone imbalances, it ate one of my ovaries and I am now sterile after surgery. I think that was a cause of a lot of my mental issues as well, because afterwards I feel a shit ton more stable. Also I figured out I was gluten intolerant lol. Either way a lot has changed, I feel like a completely different person now visiting the ghost of who I used to be. It's a weird feeling, it's not all good. But I hope to learn from the mistakes I made here and face any accountability I have to.
  6. I forgot about twitter, I completely abandoned it as a platform, it never seemed like my cup of tea and I'm glad. Zara is right though, furries have been the same on whatever platform they are on. You got some cool ones and you got the funky people and the even funkier ones that tend to do crime or social bullshittery. I think I was a little bit of everything lol.
  7. Ay happy pride month lol
  8. Don't feel bad, not many of us were good for each other. Tbh I came to see updates on people to see how they are doing but I don't think I'll get that. If anyone lurking sees this I hope you're doing well unless you're an ex of mine.
  9. b4 zara turned into science, rip dogman
  10. damn sidewalk you've improved a lot over the years
  11. Fr, came by for some nostalgia and I see everybody's gone. Interesting stuff. This community was definitely a whirlwind lol but hopefully we all got some therapy and it wasn't just me :V Remembering days of old like the sylox piss thread and how I used to date dudes. I like torturing myself with embarrassment I guess. I imagine everybody's on discord now, they were navigating that way when the internal drama started.
  12. Is everyone alive in here? yall doin ok?
  13. Some Blaack market comics I made in a discord chat. They're super cheesy and arms are for nerds.
  14. I say I do freelance mascot work on the weekends sometimes to raise money for charity lol, mostly because I do.Sorry for the lack of response, I haven't been around ^^; In other news: Bunny wip
  15. Thank you guys. I apparently made the vet tech super sad, so she wants me to meet her foster dog Charlie today. I'll tell you how it goes.
  16. Hank was beginning to escalate his aggressiveness. He had started killing opossums and trying to attack the cat within the month, but we never thought he would ever bite Patches. She was like a mother dog to him. I have a theory that it was his hips paining him that led to his increased anger issues, but we had to wrestle him to the vet's office and I felt that was extremely stressful for him. In hindsight I should have sucked it up and got him in to see what the problem was. I think that an experienced dog trainer could have taken him and turned Hank into a well socialized dog, but this is the product of sticking a dog in a cage for 8+ hours and having domestic abuse in the home(and I honestly believe he was hit too). He was a good farm dog, stayed on the property without training and stayed by your side. He wasn't a bad dog. I feel I couldn't rehome him to a home with no other animals humanely. He would have to be stuck inside or walk with a muzzle, which he refused to do (he'd stop walking and just stand there like a boulder. He was not food motivated so you were kinda stuck like that until he gave up). I feel I made the right decision for the situation I was in.
  17. I debated on posting here, but I feel like some people here also cared about Hank's well being and deserve to know what happened. I had to put Hank down yesterday. I feel I failed as a dog owner, he bit my mother's dog in the eye and she has to have it removed today. This is the third dog he's bitten, and I felt I could not control his aggressive tendencies. He and Patches ate on the same plate sometimes, Patches is a chihuahua with an underbite and would even bully Hank off food. I knew Hank had issues with food, but it seemed like Patches was the exception for 3 years. But yesterday was such a mistake. We could have been doing so many things differently, like feeding them separate, but it was my mistake and Hank paid for it with his life. Hank was one of the best dogs I've ever known. He was loyal and intelligent, and most the time a huge dork. He didn't deserve to die, and Patches didn't deserve to lose an eye. Please learn from my mistake and his previous owner's mistake, don't try to keep dogs that are above your level of experience. Socialize your puppies, and don't just put them in a crate all day. Rest in Peace Hank
  18. Cant say I'm surprised tbh Your neurodiverse (Aspie) score: 171 of 200 Your neurotypical (non-autistic) score: 45 of 200 You are very likely neurodiverse (Aspie)
  19. Mental illnesses are also stressful for the people listening to them. I've made sure to be careful about venting about dark things too much, it exhausts people. I make sure they want to listen in the first place, and 9/10 they dont. But that doesnt mean they dont care about me, they need to take care of their wellbeing too. When I have no one that I want to burden with my thoughts, I write them all down in gorey detail, and then I can finally move on from them. I'd be horrified if someone ever found one of my vent journals, that's not ME, it's just a product of an illness, and people just dont understand. I know it's different for each person, and it's hard to want to get better when you're depressed, but if you wanna talk my inbox is open ^^
  20. It's not that they're not arsed to handle it, it's that they're not equipt to handle it and they're not willing to gamble with your life to find out. Depression lies. Please try to assume the best of people ^^ Think of it this way: if your friend had a broken leg and you theoretically knew how to set it, but there was a large chance you could do it wrong, wouldnt you take them to the ER instead? The hotline is the emergency room for your brain, them telling you to call is because they care about you, they dont know how to treat you, but they know these people can.
  21. His name is Loki! The funny thing is his mom and dad are verging on pony size. But the delivery was very smooth and nothing could have gone better ^^ Sorry for the sideways pics!
  22. My baby horse was born today! He's a healthy chestnut foal with chrome (boy, brown with white legs). He's already super spunky and will probably be just as stocky as his mom. While we were driving to get baby supplies a bald eagle flew over the car, I've never seen one except in the zoo. I'll update with better photos but I was too excited lol
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