Two rants in one day but after that you'll hear little if anything from me 'cause I'm off to a con. ANYWAY...
I was browsing through some old photos today and it seems like old photos always makes you cringe. Either you were ugly. Or you made ugly faces. OR... you actually looked better then and you cringe at what you've become.
That's kinda how I feel right now after going through those old photos. I was uglier, but I was also thinner. And I'd give an arm and leg to be thinner right now, because I gotta lose weight for surgery and because, well, I care about my health and being attractive.
I hate being chubby right now, gotta get my shit together and work out more or something... after the convention. I probably shouldn't have paid for the ice cream buffet there. AUGH I'M SO TERRIBLE.
Anyone else feel the same from old photos? Anyone else know how to cope with being chubbier than they should?