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I think I caught teh gay...

No seriously, the balls-touching kind of gay. D= How could I be completely clueless about it for all those years? I don't understand.

Then as I'm browsing on FA I come across pictures of male bodies that instantly turn me on, even more so than any fetish I could imagine. I even looked at straight and gay porn separately to make sure I wasn't fooling myself. But it just made things painfully clear...

Maybe it's a particular combination of factors that made this aspect of me completely invisible. But still, I would've expected some form of sign, a crush on some guy or something like that. But nope, nothing. It went to the point when I simply considered I was asexual. And it wasn't denial or anything, I really was entirely unaware or it. 

I guess the best thing to do is to allow myself some time to get over it. But still, I was getting close to embracing who I am. =C

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I thought I was asexual, but I developed chronic gay.

I guess that happens to some people as a result of changing mentality, environment, and body. I guess you'll need to sit back, reflect, and think about who you are if this is important to you.

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Self-discovery is a cool thing. In a way, I envy you. My weakness is straight female furs, characters and fans alike, but real ones seem few and far between. But I digress. There are lots of nice furry gay guys in this fandom who can relate to your situation and offer advice. You're in a good place.

 

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15 hours ago, LazerMaster5 said:

Hey Jerry, wanna yiff?

Um well I dunno, let me think ab-okay! >:3

3 hours ago, MalletFace said:

I thought I was asexual, but I developed chronic gay.

I guess that happens to some people as a result of changing mentality, environment, and body. I guess you'll need to sit back, reflect, and think about who you are if this is important to you.

That's pretty much what's going on. Major changes that sort of force me out of my shell. Not that sexuality of super important to me, but it does influence significant aspects of one's life.

1 hour ago, AlastairSnowpaw said:

Was it the femboys? femboys are well known for being the GAYtway for picking up the gayness.

Probably totally LOL And I'm realizing I do have a femboy side too. 

1 hour ago, Xaende said:

Self-discovery is a cool thing. In a way, I envy you. My weakness is straight female furs, characters and fans alike, but real ones seem few and far between. But I digress. There are lots of nice furry gay guys in this fandom who can relate to your situation and offer advice. You're in a good place.

 

It sure feels good to discover myself, even though most of the time it means one more difference to accept about myself.

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1 minute ago, Jerry said:

So even the "straight" ones are already converted and they just don't know it yet! =O

That's what they keep telling me.

This is why I wear a hockey mask and metal underwear. 

That way gay penis will not penetrate me and I can seal in "the straightness." 

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