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Heyyyy, it's everybody's favorite stoner hippie mutt, Matty here! I thought it would be fun to make an offshoot of the confession thread where instead of users submitting their confessions themselves, you can post anonymously to a google forms survey that I made, and then I will copy the replies and post them here verbatim. You can say literally anything you want, but I reserve the right to not post replies at my discretion. I will definitely tell you now that I will not be posting any post that breaks the rules, and most likely not posting anything that alludes to wanting to fuck, kill ,or do anything creepy to another user. Have fun! :3

https://goo.gl/forms/PcCTAHosVH1PM3T73

Edit: I'll tell you what guys. I think vae's concerns are valid but I'm also hearing that a lot of you enjoy the comments, so in the future, those of you who feel uncomfortable with me responding to your confession in any way, simply add "no comments" at the end of it, or something to that effect.

Edit 2: nobody has done it yet thankfully, but please refrain from speculating about who posted which confession in the thread. It kinda defeats the purpose of the whole anonymous thing.

Edit 3: I'm paranoid about missing these now, forms makes it a little bit disorienting to keep track of all of them as they roll in. If you don't see yours in the next post after you submit it, go ahead and post it again and I will definitely see it the second time. Sorry to anybody I may have skipped over!

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Me reading thread tite: This is not gonna go well. 

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Me after reading " will definitely tell you now that I will not be posting any post that breaks the rules, and most likely not posting anything that alludes to wanting to fuck, kill ,or do anything creepy to another user."

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Weow, a few good ones already! 

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Dear Matty, I was once sketchy and wary of drugs, LSD in particular is one Id been highly wary of and would have avoided, as I assumed it was along the lines of drugs that are more permanently damaging. I was not aware at all that recreational usages of hallucinogens werent inherently dangerous in the long run, and are a fun experience.

As an easygoing, happy, fun guy you opened me up to a new revelation and I trust you in that department, after doing more research and being given the opportunity, I decided I would try LSD

...and...it was fun in many ways actually, I saw rainbow dragons everywhere and I could see everything more and change and my skin felt amazing in some weird way.

So yes, as a former straightedger who swore off all drugs, your candor has converted me. Damn you, you adorable mutt.

Cant say I'll do it again after some of the drawbacks but I can now say I have done it once in my life. Livin' on the edge, m8

Awwww, dude....whoever you are, I'm really pleased that I made enough of an impact for you to open your mind to a new experience like that ,especially given how stigmatized psychedelics can be. This put a huge smile on my face, thank you so much for sharing this with me.

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I have had crushes on miscellaneous users over the years, mini crushes I call them. Im very distant but I tend to stalk all the people around me and become deeply attached to them, and I know a lot about random people even though we hardly talk. I think it can come off as creepy which is shameful to admit but I just have a lot of admiration for people from afar.

I feel that, I can get pretty easily infatuated with people too.

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Feral dragons can be kind of sexy, actually...

There's stranger fetishes, I can promise you that bud :P

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1 hour ago, Alexxx-Returns said:

I don't have enough shame to be worrying about this anonymous business =V

you don't have to use the forms if you don't wanna, although I feel like if I encouraged that I'd be stepping on the other thread's toes a bit x3

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The cure for cancer was found nine years ago but it is so cheap and easy to obtain that nobody will sell it since they cannot make money off of it. It's sad how so many people die because someone else wants more money. Nobody tells anyone about it because that would cause doctors to lose money and people that spread news about it could be attacked.

source plz

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I like a lot of you guys and most of you here seem normal, but overall I still see the furry fandom as a group chock full of weirdos, neets, dog molesters, pedos, and other undesirables. It disgusts me that I enjoy something that, as a whole, often tolerates and sometimes even promotes these things.

I like you too you gross furvert :>

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There's way too many people I wish I could talk to but instead I just hope they respond to me or message me first cause I can't for the life of me start a conversation with a stranger.

I also totally bait people into flirting with me when I can, it makes me feel so much better about myself.

As a low-key attention whore myself, you have my sympathy friendo. And also don't be afraid to PM strangers, I fucking love it when random people start conversations with me, it makes my day. Especially cuz I'm just plain fascinated by people.

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I feel like "answering" confessions kind of defeats the point of them being confessions.
I've been part of a number of [x] Secrets comms, and no one ever answered the confessions, except the community as a collective in the comments sometimes.
That makes it seem more of like an "Ask Abby" column, but that's not really... what the thread title / OP alludes to.

EDIT: To clarify what my issue is, it just seems a bit intrusive against the intention of confessing something in the first place.
The intentions are good, but a confession isn't really a call for advice.
It's just getting something out of your system.

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The cure for cancer was found nine years ago but it is so cheap and easy to obtain that nobody will sell it since they cannot make money off of it. It's sad how so many people die because someone else wants more money. Nobody tells anyone about it because that would cause doctors to lose money and people that spread news about it could be attacked.

That sounds like a sort of accurate description of dichloracetate being used to cure cancer. DCA is so easy to get that nobody can patent it and nobody will sell it since there is no profit. I think you can request its use in certain places if you want to. If enough people hear about it, people will see that it works and stop using expensive ineffective treatments like radiation therapy and profit will drop. I'm sure a lot of people don't want to see that happen. DCA works as a self destruct mechanism for the cancer cells. When the cell is given DCA, it is normally not supposed to do anything but the cancer cells are meant to die because that's just the way they are. The cancer cells are destroyed and normal cells are unharmed curing the cancer. I've actually done this in an experiment in rats and can confirm it works. I think Canada uses this in some places but nobody cares.

DCA is used a lot and it's use for curing cancer was found only 3 years ago. I could be wrong, maybe it was earlier.

Maybe I should start a topic on this...

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I'll tell you what guys. I think vae's concerns are valid but I'm also hearing that a lot of you enjoy the comments, so in the future, those of you who feel uncomfortable with me responding to your confession in any way, simply add "no comments" at the end of it, or something to that effect. I'll also edit the OP with this new rule.

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There was a time long ago when I would have hurt a little girl because I was in pain. I couldn't, but neither can I forgive myself.

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I have several abandoned accounts because I wanted to start over. In other words I'm a dingus.

 

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1 hour ago, Saxon said:

The troll confessions could be a problem.

I'm not too concerned. It doesn't really matter if a confession is a lie, and anything that's obviously trolling or breaking the rules I'm just not gonna post at all.

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Sometimes I feel like leaving the forums and starting over with a new username on the internet because I feel like I make way too many mistakes and annoy way too many people. I don't think it'd work, though, because my interests are very specific, and people would find out who I used to be very quickly. Go ahead and comment on this if you want, I don't mind.

I think it's far more admirable to make an effort to improve yourself and make amends for past mistakes than it is to start from scratch. Sure you'll have haters and stuff, but those aren't the kind of people you should be trying to impress anyways. Besides, I can't really think of any one person on the forums that is universally disliked to the point that this would even begin to be a necessary measure.

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Im gay

gee, I wonder who this could be :V

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I'm gay.

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ur mum

...is a classy lady? I agree!

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I've felt very paranoid as of late and I can tell that people know something is up, I'm scared that I'm affecting people close to me.

I know this advice is totally unsolicited, but I care about you fuzzbutts so I'm gonna go ahead and say it anyways, for you and for anybody else in a similar situation. You really ought to talk to a therapist or doc as soon as you can if you're concerned about your mental health. Don't be afraid to talk to your friends about it either, they will support you.

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Please. Support Recel in their struggle.

There are things that I've done there that I can't forgive myself for, but I want to work to remedy the damage I've done and prevent anything from becoming worse. I love- no, that's no the right word- admire the ideals of some of the people here and I regret ever crossing them. I see you all constantly trying to become better people. I can't hate that.

I had written out a long apology months ago but I've lost it. Maybe I'll write another one later. Please forgive me, Lemon, Pastry, Gamedog, Zeke, Willow, and finally you, Matt.

I believe I've hurt you [all] most.

That was very well spoken. I promise I'll keep an eye on Recel, he's a swell guy and I'd really love to see him come back to discord. By the way, I honestly can say that I don't have a very good idea of who this could be, just a few guesses, but whoever you are, I do forgive you, and if you ever want to talk to me about it you can PM me anytime. Life's too short to be bitter about past drama.

 

 

Wow guys, I gotta say that a big part of me really expected this to be a total crap shoot, but I am really pleased with how genuine some of these are. Thank you so much for sharing.

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dang, they're really pouring in. You guys are allowed to discuss these yaknow, just be respectful, and like I mentioned earlier, avoid speculating on who said what.

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I think Miss fleece's sona is adorable.

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Vae is lowkey scary

haha, I certainly don't disagree with either of these statements. Take it as a compliment vae, you have a succinct, to the point way with words and a no-nonsense attitude that gives you a very commanding presence :3

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I'm starting to be a bit of a dick to people who mean well, and its because I'm irrationally angry at them due to circumstance. Even when they specifically want to help I end up being cynical, which is counter-productive.

Being mindful of that tendency is a great start to working on it, some people aren't so mature and self-aware.

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I've talked about this to a couple select people (who shall remained unnamed obviously), but my greatest fear is losing the people here.

Not because of death or anything like that, but because of mental illness. A form of self-destructive sickness which I fear will cause me to throw everyone away against my own will.

The fear that one day something in my head will 'snap', and I'll be alone again. It's something that has happened once before so I know this isn't some kind of crazy idea I'm making up right now. It's a very real possibility, and one I'm reminded of on a near-constant basis.

I can't be alone again. I can't feel that pain again. If something this does happen like I fear it inevitably will, I would probably kill myself.

Don't worry friend, I promise we will always be here to support you, and if it ever comes to this, I will do anything I can to help you overcome it. Please don't give up hope.

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It pains me to see how many of you waste away on the forums, or even with your lives. I spent so long having nothing, doing nothing, I regret the years I spent doing nothing. Your 20s are precious things. Please go outside. Start something new. Read a new book. For the love of god treat yourself and your bodies better. Sometimes there's a weird pissing contest of who is more miserable- I know depression is a thing, but for some of you, going outside alone would do you wonders. So many of you want to die. There's a life to live if you just give life a chance. I see you wasting away, posting multiple posts daily on this fucking forum, and there's just.. so much more you can do with yourself. Please live your life. Please.

Sage advice, although to be fair, posting daily on the forums isn't necessarily indicative of the fact that a user has nothing else going on. It's not a great time commitment, I could easily get away with posting daily just walking to class or riding the bus.

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Me and my sister had our little "arguments" when I was very young, you know, sibling stuff. But I loved her, she was my idol, when people asked me what I wanted to be I would say " I wanna be like _______ ." She was perfect, now she broke 2 records at the high-school, straight As and technically graduated in the 3rd year of high-school, She is a genius.

But things changed when she got into 7th Grade, she started having problems, and she taking her anger out on me. Sure before she wasn't the best sibling, but if I got to close I got hit. Wrong place wrong time? Hit. Saying to much? Hit. But I still loved her.

By the time I was in 4th Grade I got jealous of her, everywhere I went I had to hear about how perfect she was. "She is SO beautiful!" "She is a genius!" "She is the perfect student!" "Don't worry, no-one is smarter then her!" My entire family love her and never pay a thought to me. She got diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety when I was in 2nd Grade ( 8th Grade for her.) So even if she was being an ass she got an excuse.

She plagues my dreams now, all I dream about is how she'll never think i'm good enough, how i'll never be good enough for her to even waste a glance at me. I can scream and break everything around me but i'll always be a pitiful waste of space. By the time I was around the same size as her (3rd grade) she stopped hitting me but she still insulted me and glared. Now she is a little better, but she doesn't look at me or even talk or acknowledge or talk to me. I'm the bad person because i'm terrified of her, my heart stops when I see her, I can't even be in the same room with her without being stressed.

Long story short-ish, I hate her and i'm terrified of her. Sorry for the wall of text, you just seem like such a nice guy

It's no trouble at all! I hope it felt good to get that off your chest. I'm really sorry you had to go through that, it sounds like a terribly rough time. Looking at the bright side, if you were the golden child in her place you would probably have wound up just as mean and entitled as you've described her to be. Please don't let it get to you when people (even you) compare her to you,  As long as you're a good furson and decent to others, you're gonna be alright :3

And aaah, thank you! That really means a lot. I try to leave a positive impact on everybody I meet.

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Goddamn, a lot of you piss me off with your petty bullshit. It isn't worth it to talk about it, but holy shit is it infuriating sometimes.

weow

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I get really angry at furries who insist that anyone who likes furry porn is a zoophile. If you are one of these people who think this way, then I hate you before I even speak with you. Furry porn and animal porn are two different things. One is porn of a cartoon Anthropornorphic creature that resembles a human being in some way. The other is porn of an actual animal having sex with another actual animal. Do not compare the two in my presence. It makes me so angry.

Duly noted! Seems a bit of an extreme reaction to that sentiment, but I do agree that it is fundamentally incorrect. There is very little overlap between furries and zoophiles in terms of sexual attraction to each thing. Most of the surveys of furries I've found in the past support this.

aaaaand below this a couple I missed earlier, sorry for skipping you!

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There was a time long ago when I would have hurt a little girl because I was in pain. I couldn't, but neither can I forgive myself.

You should forgive yourself, after all you didn't do it. I don't think having a moment of weakness counts as making you a bad person, just means you're human.

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Im not a violent person and never will be, but sometimes my brain randomly flashes a quick reflex in which I do something disturbingly malevolent, like throw my younger sibling over a steep drop and watch them land, or to hit something across the room really hard, or to punch someone in the face or harass them publically. Its as if its showing me what I could do if I didnt have control of my body. Its kind of terrifyingly disturbing

This is not as unusual or disturbing as you might think. I feel like the human brain has a natural morbid curiosity to it, and we tend to imagine doing fucked up or crazy things just because you wonder what the consequences would be. I get shit like that all the time, although it tends to be more suicidal than violent. "what would happen if I just leaped in front of this passing car?" "what would happen if I jumped off the roof of this building?" and so on and so forth. I don't actually want to do it, but I still imagine it.

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I can understand quantum physics but I can't understand basic chemistry.

I've taken a few terms of chem and I think I still have my textbooks handy, PM me sometime and maybe I can try and tutor you :3

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13 minutes ago, MuttButt said:

Goddamn, a lot of you piss me off with your petty bullshit. It isn't worth it to talk about it, but holy shit is it infuriating sometimes.

Maybe u should talk about it, anonymous OP :^)

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1 hour ago, MuttButt said:
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It pains me to see how many of you waste away on the forums, or even with your lives. I spent so long having nothing, doing nothing, I regret the years I spent doing nothing. Your 20s are precious things. Please go outside. Start something new. Read a new book. For the love of god treat yourself and your bodies better. Sometimes there's a weird pissing contest of who is more miserable- I know depression is a thing, but for some of you, going outside alone would do you wonders. So many of you want to die. There's a life to live if you just give life a chance. I see you wasting away, posting multiple posts daily on this fucking forum, and there's just.. so much more you can do with yourself. Please live your life. Please.

 

But having a life isn't as fun as watching Chinese cartoons while talking about animal people on a furry forum in between anticipating upcoming video games.

Outside doesn't have video games. Outside just has warm weather and humidity.

I'm kidding

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7 hours ago, WolfNightV4X1 said:

Thats pretty much what anonymity is for, though

How else are people going to bitch without repercussion?

I thought the thread would mostly be along the lines of 'I did x and am so ashamed that I don't want to be identified,'.

These digs at other users are what I was worried about when I said there could be troll confessions. :\

 

I'm also a little confused at some of the posts saying things like 'I don't like it when people confuse furry porn with beastiality'. You don't need to be anonymous to say that...I think all of us agree with that statement and would be fine with everybody else knowing we do.

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8 minutes ago, Saxon said:

I thought the thread would mostly be along the lines of 'I did x and am so ashamed that I don't want to be identified,'.

These digs at other users are what I was worried about when I said there could be troll confessions. :\

 

I'm also a little confused at some of the posts saying things like 'I don't like it when people confuse furry porn with beastiality'. You don't need to be anonymous to say that...I think all of us agree with that statement and would be fine with everybody else knowing we do.

IDK, I threw a couple genuine ones in there which some may be able to probably guess. 

Kinda wish I hadn't though tbh

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1 minute ago, PastryOfApathy said:

IDK, I threw a couple genuine ones in there which some may be able to probably guess. 

Kinda wish I hadn't though tbh

You're our cuddly rat; I don't care whether you want to get screwed by a giant feral dragon. :V

(it's okay, I know that's not your confession lol, and whomever it belongs to, shine on you crazy diamond)

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2 hours ago, Saxon said:

You're our cuddly rat; I don't care whether you want to get screwed by a giant feral dragon. :V


As far as furries go that was really sweet.
 

Me and my sister had our little "arguments" when I was very young, you know, sibling stuff. But I loved her, she was my idol, when people asked me what I wanted to be I would say " I wanna be like _______ ." She was perfect, now she broke 2 records at the high-school, straight As and technically graduated in the 3rd year of high-school, She is a genius.

But things changed when she got into 7th Grade, she started having problems, and she taking her anger out on me. Sure before she wasn't the best sibling, but if I got to close I got hit. Wrong place wrong time? Hit. Saying to much? Hit. But I still loved her.

By the time I was in 4th Grade I got jealous of her, everywhere I went I had to hear about how perfect she was. "She is SO beautiful!" "She is a genius!" "She is the perfect student!" "Don't worry, no-one is smarter then her!" My entire family love her and never pay a thought to me. She got diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety when I was in 2nd Grade ( 8th Grade for her.) So even if she was being an ass she got an excuse.

She plagues my dreams now, all I dream about is how she'll never think i'm good enough, how i'll never be good enough for her to even waste a glance at me. I can scream and break everything around me but i'll always be a pitiful waste of space. By the time I was around the same size as her (3rd grade) she stopped hitting me but she still insulted me and glared. Now she is a little better, but she doesn't look at me or even talk or acknowledge or talk to me. I'm the bad person because i'm terrified of her, my heart stops when I see her, I can't even be in the same room with her without being stressed.



Hey, Anon. Puberty can really mess you up, and if you have any per-existing neurological conditions it will aggravate it terribly (and it will aggravate it again around 18-20.) It's hard, and it looks like the experience did a number on you. But like you said she is getting a little better. From my personal experience those situations get a lot better when one of the siblings moves out. There's less contact and it makes being siblings much easier.

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16 hours ago, MuttButt said:

That was very well spoken. I promise I'll keep an eye on Recel, he's a swell guy and I'd really love to see him come back to discord. By the way, I honestly can say that I don't have a very good idea of who this could be, just a few guesses, but whoever you are, I do forgive you, and if you ever want to talk to me about it you can PM me anytime. Life's too short to be bitter about past drama.

I didn't think I would be mentioned in this thread. But...

First and foremost, I'm pretty princess hyena-thing, MuttButt. :V

Second, thank you whoever wrote the confession up, and try not to think people keep a grudge. I'm trying to think that too.

Third. I really don't know about Discord. Will I come back? ...maybe? I just don't want to repeat the same "circle" there, and I can't really say with confidence "Yeah, It'll be fine!".

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31 minutes ago, Recel said:

I didn't think I would be mentioned in this thread. But...

First and foremost, I'm pretty princess hyena-thing, MuttButt. :V

Second, thank you whoever wrote the confession up, and try not to think people keep a grudge. I'm trying to think that too.

Third. I really don't know about Discord. Will I come back? ...maybe? I just don't want to repeat the same "circle" there, and I can't really say with confidence "Yeah, It'll be fine!".

Of course recel! How silly of me, clearly we need to hang out more :>

I'm sure plenty of people would love to have you back~

I'm out and about today guys, but I promise I'll find time to post the next round eventually!

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There's quite a few new replies so I'm gonna start by posting some of the more light-hearted ones! The rest will come tonight~

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What came first, the chicken or the egg?

Depends on which one was more aroused :>

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guys, i actually like porn

ew gross, freak

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I purposely get a sunburn just to peel away the dead skin.

I think we can all agree that peeling off a large piece o dead skin from your recovering sunburn is immensely satisfying. 

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I'm actually a gay dog irl.

I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE

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You~

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Piss

and finally....

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[The entirety of the lyrics to "Bring Da Ruckus" by wu-tang clan]

I was gonna copy and past the whole thing over but fuck reformatting it so that it's not a giant block of text x3

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