Is it wrong to feel nothing? To be an empty shell of indifference. When you see so much, experience so much that it leaves you jaded.
I want to be better, to help others. To be there for people, but I feel as though I struggle in vain. All the resources, time and energy spent isn't enough.
You lose those you love and care about. Trying to hold those you still have even closer, only to have then slip through your fingers like sand.
I'm sorry. My mind is a mess right now.