Sidewalk Surfboard Posted May 28, 2016 Share Posted May 28, 2016 "You're the sweetest person I've ever met. You're all I need in life. I can't see me loving anybody but you. I need you." "Fuck you, you're a selfish piece of shit. You made that up. You hate me. I fucking hate you. You're an asshole. Fuck you. I'm done with you." That's how I thing. There's no in between with my relationships with people. I've been experiencing this since I was at least 8 with people. I end up getting attached to people, and I go back and forth from this extreme idolization to fucking despising people. I hate myself so much for it. It comes out of nowhere and I can't control it no matter how hard I try. I have been trying so fucking hard for years but there's no use. I'm hoping that therapy will help me step in the right direction to help this. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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