Jerry Posted February 9, 2017 Share Posted February 9, 2017 My insecure self keeps screaming I'll just bother people with my crap. But fuck, I don't care anymore. It's gotta get out. I'm stuck. Stuck in a shell I locked and threw out the key of... All aspects of my life, social, personal, professional, are seized up. Back in September when I had just left my freshly obtained job as a diesel mechanic I wanted to give myself a few months to think everything through. We're well into February and I couldn't manage to move a single INCH. If I were only to listen to my heart, I would start making YouTube videos for a living, probably animations, like theodd1sout or Domics do. I like the idea, you get to do a little bit of everything, it's creative and very easy to make meaningful. And I'm far from running out of ideas. But I have a hard time believing I can make it work. At the end of the day, as long as my occupation generates a LIVEABLE income, that's fine by me, even if it's low. But still, I always doubt myself... TL;DR: I don't believe in my creative potential but can't abandon it and indulge in the daily grind. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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