PastryOfApathy Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 I want to draw things man. I never thought I was that great, but people seem to like it and I enjoy it any event. But I can't do it anymore. I've been forced without my meds for around 2 months now and I need those to do anything, and now I'm just gone. I can't even fucking play video games anymore, its gotten that goddamn bad and there's nothing I can do about it anymore. Like I have someone whose supposed to help me but I can't get a fucking appointment since lolwork and now I'm just dead. My mind hurts, I'm lifeless and aimless and I don't know what to do anymore. Like everything fucking hurts. klbjhgsdN FUCK Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Toshabi Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 I know the feels. The best thing you can do is just sleep it off and drop it for a while. Get yo main components figured out first and let the art groove come when it really comes. And I'm not talking about "Maybe I should draw again...' kind of groove, I'm talking about a "GOOD FUCKING GOD DID THAT ART BONER SHOOT INTO THE STRATOSPHERE" kind of art groove. With that kind, you can drown the masses in an ocean of your hot creative art seed. The last glimpse anyone will see is the grin of the artistic tormentor's face. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGreatFanatic Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 (edited) 49 minutes ago, PastryOfApathy said: I can't even fucking play video games anymore But what about the FNaF playthroughs you were gonna start?! D: But srsly that fucking sucks not being able to do shit. Hope it gets better. Edited June 30, 2016 by TheGreatFanatic Don't know what happened. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastryOfApathy Posted June 30, 2016 Author Share Posted June 30, 2016 14 minutes ago, TheGreatFanatic said: But what about the FNaF playthroughs you were gonna start?! D: But srsly that fucking sucks not being able to do shit. Hope it gets better. <3 Also I'm starting it tomorrow. totes Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGreatFanatic Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 6 minutes ago, PastryOfApathy said: Also I'm starting it tomorrow. The playthroughs?? : D Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastryOfApathy Posted June 30, 2016 Author Share Posted June 30, 2016 13 minutes ago, TheGreatFanatic said: The playthroughs?? : D totes Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
#00Buck Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 Yeah, I got all kinds of stuff I want to do too but work... So I feel you homie. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastryOfApathy Posted June 30, 2016 Author Share Posted June 30, 2016 30 minutes ago, TheGreatFanatic said: The playthroughs?? : D I'm tempted to actually make something now. I'll get all the YT muns. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
TheGreatFanatic Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 2 minutes ago, PastryOfApathy said: I'm tempted to actually make something now. I'll get all the YT muns. *sniff* c,: Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frozen Glacier Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 I know what you're going through, to feel helpless. I'll be doing a MRI tomorrow to figure out what's wrong with my brain, but I know what the problem is. It also costs me $500 out of pocket, and my paycheck doesn't come along till July 8th, so I'm feeling pretty down myself. I also cannot play games either. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
#00Buck Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 10 minutes ago, Frozen Glacier said: I know what you're going through, to feel helpless. I'll be doing a MRI tomorrow to figure out what's wrong with my brain, but I know what the problem is. It also costs me $500 out of pocket, and my paycheck doesn't come along till July 8th, so I'm feeling pretty down myself. I also cannot play games either. That sucks. Why can't you play games? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frozen Glacier Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 6 minutes ago, #00Buck said: That sucks. Why can't you play games? Epilepsy. Had a seizure last week. As of last Thursday, I cannot own anything like my Xbox One, PS4, PS3, PS2, or even a DS. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
#00Buck Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 Just now, Frozen Glacier said: Epilepsy. Had a seizure last week. As of last Thursday, I cannot own anything like my Xbox One, PS4, PS3, PS2, or even a DS. Why? Does the flickering on the screen do something? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Xaende Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 You'll get the spark back. I believe in you. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Endless/Nameless Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 feel better, you 4 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
shiy0 Posted June 30, 2016 Share Posted June 30, 2016 i always tend to tell myself that art is like a fart. if you force it,i'll gonna be shit. so don't force it and wait till you feel better wich i hope happens soon. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jayke Posted July 1, 2016 Share Posted July 1, 2016 I know how you feel. Try grabbing paper or something and just let your mind wander onto the paper. ......Or don't I'm not an expert. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ricky Posted July 2, 2016 Share Posted July 2, 2016 On 6/29/2016 at 5:36 PM, PastryOfApathy said: II've been forced without my meds for around 2 months now and I need those to do anything, and now I'm just gone. I can't even fucking play video games anymore, its gotten that goddamn bad and there's nothing I can do about it anymore. What meds, is this something for like ADD/ADHD? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
PastryOfApathy Posted July 2, 2016 Author Share Posted July 2, 2016 2 hours ago, Ricky said: What meds, is this something for like ADD/ADHD? Amphetamines and antidepressants so yes. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ricky Posted July 2, 2016 Share Posted July 2, 2016 5 minutes ago, PastryOfApathy said: Amphetamines and antidepressants so yes. Antidepressants is pretty general, so I'm not sure if it's an SSRI or MAOI (or something weird like a NDRA). MAOI's you could use Syrian Rue, I'm not sure about SSRI's which aren't found in nature. Amphetamines would help and you could honestly just take Benzedrex. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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