Vallium Posted September 27, 2015 Share Posted September 27, 2015 (edited) Conversations are weird, talking is weird, people are weird.Almost all times I feel like I have to say the right thing, that what you say is going to earn you cool points. The words you say are going to boost or decrease your status in the eyes of others.When I present a topic or idea or joke and my peers are disinterested or negative about it, I feel deflated. I dropped in status. The more I do this the more that Im going to lose favor somehow.vice versa, if I said something that is well recieved I feel Ive integrated into the proper rank of societyits a dog-eat-dog world and there and people expect small talk, Im worried I wont excel in the workplace because I wont speak. Sure, I do my job well, but there's also an internal onnoficial desire for people to be socially interactive, if you fail, youre less liked within the coworker circle. i dont know, Im dumb with this sort of thing and thinking far too much on judgementalness of peers. Fuck you, anxiety. Edited September 27, 2015 by WolfNightV4X1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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