Mr. Sparta Posted December 6, 2015 Share Posted December 6, 2015 I dunno why im here. Maybe it's because i missed you guys. Maybe it's because I've fallen into a kind of depression. You know you're depressed when you outright abandon the people you used to care about. Thats what i did with you guys. Ever since the accident, ive been cutting myself away. I banished myself to skype, where i yet again abandoned people, because i was depressed. There are some people here i've especially left behind, people i never want to see again. Sometimes it's painful to see their faces. I guess thats why i ran away. But there were people i missed greatly, people i want to reconnect with. Thats why i came back. I hate myself. I can never look out for my own needs. I never spoke for myself really. In fact, i never spoke till i was 5. Even in the good days of FAF i was scared to speak, because i thought you'd all hate me. There's probably a hundred truths i could say about myself to make you hate my guts. So if i put on a friendly costume, i could feel accepted. But hey, i'm tired of costumes, masks, hiding things from people to make them ignorantly happy. I'm taking it all off, so you can see me as myself.Will you welcome back a friend? Quote Link to comment
DrGravitas Posted December 6, 2015 Share Posted December 6, 2015 Hey there! I remember see you around. Welcome back! Quote Link to comment
Half-Note Posted December 6, 2015 Share Posted December 6, 2015 I remember you! You were so nice and kind on the TS. ^^Welcome back, Sparta. I'm here too, and... Kind of in the same boat as you, but with a somewhat different story.Anyway, good to see you. C: Quote Link to comment
GarthTheWereWolf Posted December 7, 2015 Share Posted December 7, 2015 Hey V: Its my favorite Feraligatr!Welcome back. We missed you.Now who should I ship you too next since Ninten isn't on the forum yet... ¬_¬ Quote Link to comment
Ginpanther Posted December 7, 2015 Share Posted December 7, 2015 New forum, new chances. Here's hoping you're also getting the support you need outside of taking up some of the old ways of interacting with folks. Quote Link to comment
Mikazuki Marazhu Posted December 7, 2015 Share Posted December 7, 2015 I miss you and your eggs Quote Link to comment
Kinharia Posted December 7, 2015 Share Posted December 7, 2015 SPARTAR! *hugs tightly* Quote Link to comment
Guest Posted December 7, 2015 Share Posted December 7, 2015 Jeez man, stop being so negative, you're not helping yourself. How bad can you possibly be? It's not that you have to be perfect to be accepted. You like everyone else are inevitably going to be flawed in a way or the other, the sooner you accept the better. So don't be so hard on yourself and just do you. I've been struggling with the same issues and I know it's much easier said than done, but just think only about yourself and stop giving a fuck about what other people may think of you. Shit, you're treating everyone as if they're all out there to get you, which is not the case. Sure, you will find some assholes but just go and ignore them, especially here on the internet. If you close yourself up because of that possibility you will risk to miss out on the good shit that may just possibly happen Quote Link to comment
Jayke Posted December 7, 2015 Share Posted December 7, 2015 Looks like you'll do fine. Welcome. Quote Link to comment
DrDingo Posted December 7, 2015 Share Posted December 7, 2015 Hey! I like you, mate. It's great to see you on here again. Quote Link to comment
MissFleece Posted December 7, 2015 Share Posted December 7, 2015 Hey! Nice to see ya again. Quote Link to comment
CrazyTundraWolf Posted December 7, 2015 Share Posted December 7, 2015 I remember you from the old forums, you were awesome.Great to see you again ! Quote Link to comment
Crazy Lee Posted December 8, 2015 Share Posted December 8, 2015 Why hello "It's me" how are you doing? Quote Link to comment
Vaer Posted December 8, 2015 Share Posted December 8, 2015 IT! IS! SPARTA!!!!! Welcome back to the Furry side my friend. Glad to see you coming out of your shell again. Stop hiding and get on out here! Quote Link to comment
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