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Thinking about applying for a psychiatric help service dog since my issues are getting debilitating and I feel more comfortable with a dog than a therapist. I haven't been able to take my trash out in three weeks because I'm so anxious about what's going to happen while I'm out there, you know? I've been skipping class a lot for the same reason, and I haven't been grocery shopping in a month because I'm so scared. 

lol, at least my mom takes me places so I get out of the house, but when I get home I have panic attacks for like 3 hours after. At least I don't have to hide them anymore. 

Good luck on the dog, do you have any plans on that problem besides the dog?

Once you got the dog to keep the symptoms under control, you might want to see if there is anything to actually fix the problem. (Just a general observation, not that I know anything useful, sorry.)

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No animal will ever make up for the help a human can offer. See a cognative therapist. 

I can only spend money on things my brother's dad tells me I can. A dog I might get away with, therapy has already been rejected. I get a set amount of money each year which covers my tuition and bills, but anything breaks or something I have to go to him and he is preeeeetty strict with what I can spend. He's been pretty understanding with my issues and allowing me to have animals so far. My brother has argued with him every year to allow me to go to therapy and it never gets better...I can't bring it up this year because my brother is bringing his new wife and that's going to be an issue with his dad already, especially since she has tattoos and isn't catholic. 

I know I'm making excuses, but I have no money outside of him and I don't want to rock the boat when he's so angry all the time anyway. Maybe if I catch him on a high I can ask, but that's pretty unlikely. He has bipolar disorder and thinks spending $$$ on medication is a waste, so what does that tell you? His mom used to sneak my mom the pills and she'd put them in his coffee or food every day until he went on trips and she could no longer sneak him the meds. 

look. I know I have issues, and I don't mean to stress anyone out by venting here. I fully expected people to ignore me and I'm sorry if I seem ungrateful for the advice and such, but I've thought about this for a while and I just...don't see a way out for me in my current situation. 

Good luck on the dog, do you have any plans on that problem besides the dog?

Once you got the dog to keep the symptoms under control, you might want to see if there is anything to actually fix the problem. (Just a general observation, not that I know anything useful, sorry.)

I've started self implementing pressure therapy and some meditation that appears to be helping a bit. I'm doing a lot of reading and seeing how much I can do for myself so far. 

I'm retarded, I had to go in and fix the quote in my signature because I got the lyrics wrong

lol that's ironic. 

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look. I know I have issues, and I don't mean to stress anyone out by venting here. I fully expected people to ignore me and I'm sorry if I seem ungrateful for the advice and such, but I've thought about this for a while and I just...don't see a way out for me in my current situation. 

I don't think anyone here minds you venting a bit. 

I've started self implementing pressure therapy and some meditation that appears to be helping a bit. I'm doing a lot of reading and seeing how much I can do for myself so far. 

Hope that it gets better for you.

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You're a Koopa, and you don't have your wand/cane (with hidden sword inside?)

 

For SHAME.

I actually have a staff / beating stick with a sword inside, but it's heavy, and I'm lazy.

I want a proper canesword, but money.

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Do moar comms. Your art is great!

I've never done commissions, actually. I don't even know how I'd go about pricing and all that shit.

But thank you!

would a canesword be heavier?

Maybe. Guess it just depends on the material, and the length of the sword. I'd probably get a wooden one or something.

Because the sword / stick I already have is like thick, solid metal.

Very easy to bust someone's head open with that thing, if I needed to.
But it's also heavy as shit.
Or at least impractical for carrying.

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So I feel dirty today for not working out but I forgot my stupid bikini top at home and I live too far away from the pool to go home again and go back there again.

I guess I did walk for 1-2 hours today but, gahhh, I really wanna do more to lose weight. Surgeries, man. D:

...actually, I might not wanna do too much to lose weight. But at least enough to lose over 12lbs within a year, which is the goal I need to meet to have surgery.

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gibe pizza pl0x

All mine :^)

Ever since I started adding salt, pepper and garlic powder to my cooking, everything actually tastes great

Garlic powder works miracles on like everything. You don't even need a lot to make things taste a million times better.

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So two things happened in my public speaking class today:

People in the class were discussing their topics for the upcoming persuasive speech. One guy mentioned his topic was anti circumcision. The teacher wanted to make sure people in the class were okay with that topic being discussed by jokingly asking "Has anyone ever seen uncircumcised penises?" Everyone in the class had their hand down, including me, except I was hiding a "guilty as charged" grin :V

Also, I think im sitting next to a sociopath cause he said outloud he had no ethics and when the teacher asked him that if he had a gun, would he shot her, he replies "If I was mad enough, maybe" all the while saying it with a shit eating smile and a nervous laugh

...such an interesting class Im in...

Reminds me of a convo I had with my friend...
Since she's taking a sexual behaviours class next semester, she was like, if I have to dissect a foreskin I will leave
And I was like
PARDON MY ANATOMY

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dude with your art you could charge over $100

I'd fucking commission the shit out of you. 

Oh geeze, thank you!
 

If you were to show me a few pieces of art where you could tell me pretty much how long it took you to create, I can help you sort out pricing. As for getting those commissions, I could spread word around, I'm sure others would spread the word as well.

Uh, it's less being unable to gauge time versus skill versus pricing,
and more just I have so many different styles.


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Like there's time involvement, too,
but it just varies so much that it's hard for me to tell.

I think my average for a thing is somewhere between 8 and 15 hours?

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Do your men keep turning into women?

No, but you're close.

Okay, so, I have a thing for effeminate men, I've come to realize. But they're mostly gay, are they not? At least I have the impression they would rather date a dude than me. Also, it's not... a domination thing, I'm not into pegging little buttboys or whatever.

I kinda hope I'm wrong and don't sound homophobic. D:

I wish I could say it's not easier... But it is. Ladies dont have the ego issue dudes do most the time.

MISANDRY. >:[

srsly tho, I suppose you're right. I had more luck dating girls despite my attraction to men, back when I lived as a guy and was still figuring things out.

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man. i'm doing something today that...i'm worried is a bad choice but i'm starting to become at a loss.

i have some assignments due today and i have not succeeded in finishing them.

on the other hand, i have had a range of seasonal illness for a full on week now, and even this morning i spat up quite a bit of phlegm. i feel completely unmotivated and burned out, and even if i did those assignments, i know based on how i've been this past few weeks, they would all receive terrible grades.

i still am on a fucked up sleep schedule. 

i'm also not hopelessly failing these courses. i'm not doing spectacular, but at this point there was no chance for that.

i think i've decided to just give it up and go home for thanksgiving. let the 0s fall and just try to give myself the preparation i need so that the last three weeks are easy, or at least so that i'm not just stuck in this dead pattern. because that's all it really is; i slipped for a second earlier in the semester and never recovered. i need to just cut my losses and get back into it so that i don't hate my life by the time exams roll around.

 

everything keeps going back to how excited i am about my reduced credit schedule next semester. nothing excites me more than the thought of finally having a level of coursework that is something i can be human with.

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So I just found out that you can use amazon to order snacks and drinks.

I got a 20 pack of Strongbow and a 12 pack of something else, and I expect it Friday.

Wish me luck.

Strongbow? I didn't know you could buy a 20-pack of apple juice. Still though, what can't you order from amazon thesedays?

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Strongbow? I didn't know you could buy a 20-pack of apple juice. Still though, what can't you order from amazon thesedays?

Better cider, apparently.

Believe me, I tried. If I had my drivers' license right now I'd head down to one of the farm shops and grab some fancypants bottles of local shit.

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Better cider, apparently.

Believe me, I tried. If I had my drivers' license right now I'd head down to one of the farm shops and grab some fancypants bottles of local shit.

White Lightning or Frosty Jack's is where it's at for me in the Cider department.

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